Beatrice Yangi has blue braids twisted into her hair. The braids stand out in contrast to the bleak brown and green landscape of Dzaipi Sub-county, Adjumani District, as if in defiance to it.

Beatrice is from South Sudan. She remembers her home village fondly. There were many wild animals nearby, providing an excellent source of meat, and the bamboo grew tall. Villagers cut and sold it. Conflict first erupted between the Acholi and Madi people there, and Beatrice and her family fled to Nimule, near the border with Uganda. They remained in Nimule, South Sudan for six months, before returning to their home village.

Her sense of peace was short lived. Conflict arose between South Sudanese President Salva Kiir and Vice President Riek Machar, as Kiir accused Machar of planning to seize power. Violence erupted and Government persecution of civilians in South Sudan became rampant Beatrice and her fellow villagers were accused of hiding a rebel leader. They were forced to sit outside of their houses, while the soldiers searched each home and even the latrines for the wanted man.  Beatings were constant.

According to Beatrice, women and children could run more easily, while men remained trapped in South Sudan. She fled with her children. The journey was terrifying. “Whoever passes, [the soldiers] will find you . . . they will kill you,” Beatrice said. They could bring no belonging with them, and were often forced to move off the roads and into the bush. The family also had to split up in order to avoid detection, so Beatrice walked alone. She walked for three days before reaching Adjumani, Uganda.

Beatrice claims that she and her family were warmly welcomed by the United Nations Refugee Agency, but given few resources. Initially they had no house and it rained each night. She witnessed three elderly women die in the downpour. There was also an outbreak of cholera.

Later, they were moved to Pagirinya refugee settlement, but it by no means meant her struggles had concluded. According to Beatrice many of the refugees in the camp remain deeply traumatized. She also lacks basic items, such a mattress or sheets on which to sleep.

Despite the recent developments in the peace deal, between Kiir and Machar, Beatrice sees little hope for a tranquil South Sudan. “Even if I go to [South Sudan] I will still have to run back to Uganda,” she said, insinuating that war is by no means over.  Similarly, she believes another conflict could occur in Uganda at any moment.

A life spent running from war has drained Beatrice of much optimism for her own life, and she places all of her hopes in her children. Beatrice is currently the mother of three boys. Each morning, she gets up and makes food for them, ensuring they can begin the day with something in their stomachs. She also prays upon waking and each night before going to bed. Despite the difficulty of her circumstances, she places trust in God, believing that nothing is difficult for the almighty. “God can make anything better, anytime,” she said.

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The Justice and Reconciliation Project remains committed to supporting the voices and needs of vulnerable populations throughout Northern Uganda. JRP has supported three Women’s Advocacy Network groups in Adjumani, providing income generating items and loan capitals.

This article is part of a larger series on the needs of communities in Adjumani. The project was made possible with the support of the Trust Africa Fund, with the goal of elevating forgotten voices and evaluating the success of existing programs.  Interviews with from the project will also aid in the development of a best practices guide for supporting victims of sexual and gender based violence. This guide will be shared at an international exchange in Nigeria. The guide will also be circulated to researchers, practitioners and government officials to ensure effective response

Project Interviews were conducted by JRP Communications Intern Sophia Neiman and Research Assistant Benard Okot. Translation was provided by Emmanuel Anyovi.